Im not dead, ive just moved away.
Hi,
about my third blog here. sad really. for you anyway.
I'd like to divert you to http://spaces.msn.com/moocowseatgrass/
This is my new home. sorry guys. i treid your thing. but its just easier for me here. and plus ive been doind it before here.
Anyway, come and see me at my new place.
Thanks guys.
Man In The Middle (And othe random Randomness)
Life is too complicated for just one sentence. And as much as i'd like to explain my shit hole of a situation that ive placed myself in, in one sentence, its just not going to happen. I have a miriad of complaints to ge through, most of which can only be explained in paragraph form. Therefore please except my token of acceptance and forgive me for all this random shit.
Life is too short to be stuck on the middle. Too short to be boring. Work is the most over rated thing i have ever done with my life. and since the point of comencing work over two years ago, i regret ever even thinking of working. I have not met one sane/nice/real person since the time i have started working.
List of thing to complain about.
bb up late brain teasers.
work
house mates
petrol station price or coke.
So, i was watching Big Brother up late the other night, and my god, do they write this program for 16 year old wankers that have nothing better to do with their life but to sit there and watch other fellow wankers do their daily tasks. I mean how pathetic has society become if we find ourselves interested in others private lives. this show is not entertaining in the very least. And in my opinion any person who watches this rubish should be shot. Also those stupid brain teasers, fuck me, how easy do the want to make them. a bloody 3 year old could do them. and half the time that wanker presenter Mike Goldwin (or what ever he is called), gives away they answer anyway.
Work should be fun right? Interesting? well not where i work, it is the most pesimistic place i have ever been. i stand in one spot for 8 hours and do nothing. and because im the "Golden Child" no one gives a fuck what i do and it seriously shits me. Plus i work with a bunch of old retards who dont know the first thing about me. They all think im so inicent and nerd like, news flash you retards im not perfect, i never was and i never will be, i drink, smoke and have sex. ive tried drugs, got into them pretty heavily for while but i learnt my lesson. now im clean, and happy. Go get a life, while you still can.
Oh so my housemate got into a big argument the other night, Ash, my bestest girl friend,(other than sara my girl friend) has been told she has 3 weeks to pack her bags and go. Now im really angry and sad. i dont want her to leave, i dont want to be left with these freaks. But she has to go, and its probably for the best. but the plans are in for the next place, this time its me ash and jess. 2 months people and im gone to a better place.
Yeah so i was out drinking the other night and i remembered i had a bottle of booze stting at home but i needed some coke to mix it with so we decided to pop into the petrol station to get a icy cold bottle of coca cola. $4.75 later i walked out with a 2 litre bottle and boy i was not happy. more like pissed off. wollies sells this stuff for about 2 bucks a pop and im getting charged double that. fuck, if i wasnt so drunk at the time i would have told him to stick it.
Thats about it for tonight. i'm sure i'll have more to complain about. and yet again no one will care, but i'll always care, even if you dont. anyway, fuck off.
Everything in its right place
To anyone fucked up enough that they find pleasure in reading this shit that i write,
How are you? Im good thanks. I've had a few drinks, nothing new there. when dont i have a drink? (Kind of a rhetoricle qeustion but i think i'll answer it anyway.) Ummmm..... I hardly ever not have a drink, only when i dont have any money and these days im doing alright so money isnt a problem.
Now to all those people who are wondering why im doing so well, its not because i deal drugs, like im sure my mother thinks i do. or at some stage might had thought, but this isnt about her. This is about me, this is the only place in this huge huge world where i am the most important person. Sad enough as this sounds it is very true.
Now, while we are on the topic of me, not that im so far up myself that i have nothing better to talk about than myself, i'd like to say that it is of my own opinion that i really am an insignificate piece of dust in this ever growing universe and im slightly confused as to wehter this is a good thing or a bad thing. perhaps if i was optimistic i would think that it would be a good thing. But then being dead centre in the middle i cant have an opinion of anything so to me this is neither good nor bad. It is you, the general public to decide this. Please let me know, not that anyone will but it would be nice to know that someone cares.
Now writing this, im wondering how many other thousands of others write similar entries to this one, is mine one of a kind? Am i the only rambling drunken fool on the internet bored enough to write shit? Am i? I dont know. I'll never know.
OK, so the whole reason of writing this blog was to let everyone know that, having realised that for my whole existence i have never really had a best friend, ive decided ive missed out on somthing. Not that ive never wanted one, ive just never had one. There are heaps of blokes out there that are top guys and i think the best of them but i dont know, maybe they dont think the best of me. Paul, your a great mate and if your reading this, youd be first choice, just cause i think of you as like my brother or somthing. Then there would be my actual brother, top guy, dont know what gose on his life but we can always find somthing to talk about and have a good time. Then there is chris k. Fucking awesome bloke, known him for 7-8 years. thumbs up. can always have a good time with him.
anyway, i think i'll stop now before i sound like too much of a fag.
have fun,
smile,
Your brother/lover/friend/son/ect../ect...
